Today I thought about you
and how you smile
so easily and are quick to laugh
with your shy dimples
those perfect teeth and the
smooth skin of your powerful jaw line
I remembered all the times you
reached out to hug me
at my arrival and you smelled
so good
everywhere
and just then
though you made it hard for me to confess
just then
I never wanted to leave your grasp
ever
I remembered other great things
about you
that settled in my memory
so comfortably and safely
but as always, I stopped remembering
and began realizing
I realized my memories of you
never reflected the reality of you and now
they’ve been reduced to stories
of what once was
shame on you
I still want to pick up the phone and scream
I miss you
but I’m not sure I do
I miss my dream
the pefect dream you ruptured
when you said, “Come.”
and I came.
Shame on me
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July 11th, 2011 at 4:09 am
awesome work. Something very particular but almost universal about it…or maybe it just touchs a nerve!
July 11th, 2011 at 4:26 am
Thank you! Your words are much appreciated =) I think it’s funny to realize that when we miss someone or something, it’s the fun times we reminisce about and we often overlook the negativity that may have placed them in our past in the first place. . .
July 17th, 2011 at 9:01 am
How poignant… your poem is rich with meaning… love it. 8)